This wasn’t how I imagined it would be.
After all, I didn’t desire anything more.
All my heart began to realize was simple;
that this never happened before.
I knew I was in for something difficult.
A definite challenge, definitely real.
She may give you things I simply cannot.
But she can never feel the way I feel.
Never mind - I don’t need to analyze.
It must be that old thing we call fate.
I wish somehow you’d realize this, too.
Now I can’t even think straight.

Memories are made every single day.
& every single day you’re on my mind.
I racked my brain, my all, my soul.
It’s no surprise, you are what I always find.
Sometimes these thoughts, they make me sad.
Sometimes, who you are makes me cry.
Most of the time I feel like I’m lost.
I wish you’d at least tell me why.
There is so much to say but I can’t find the right time.
& I must admit I have so much to say to you.
Forgive me, I’m just so tired of this unfinished business.
I just can’t seem to figure out what to do.
I don’t need chances, or a shot at your heart.
I know that what I want is what you can’t give.
You need to admit to yourself that you know.
You need to realize, you make my heart live.